I lit a candle today and I thought of you. its been three months and I don’t miss you any less, in fact I miss you more. there is a deep longing to go back to the day you were born, to take pictures, give you more kisses, say I love you more. i still wonder why, I still feel the deep longing to hold you and give you all the love I have in my heart. my Zia, my light, I love you so much!